Hear my cry

Lord, my spirit is weak and so is my body. I feel a pang of pain that's a combination of uncertainty, disappointment and raging anger. Lord today i pray that you hold my hand through this day because i feel drained of all energy and hope. I am trying to be strong and optimistic but i am failing. Remind me father that with no expectations comes no disappointment. Feel like i am setting myself up and putting a gun to my head. Taken 2 steps in front and so many more behind. Help me find the peace m eternally searching for