naivety or jus plain stupid?

This dark skinned, african, munyakore woman is venting this morning so let the woman be.For years n years i hv always had my guard up n once in a while i let it down, learn to trust, live a little, let my hair down and all that gibberish. Time n time again i get bitten in the ass but still neva learn and today is no different. Reading a book.....yes u read right I AM READING A BOOK entitled TOUGH TIMES NEVER LAST,TOUGH PEOPLE DO. In the preface there is a prayer
Lord give me the guidance to know
when to hold on and when to let go and
the grace to make the right decision

This is my prayer this morning

Baby Amor

Be the first to know that baby amor is born. She came to me in a flash and the days that followed rushed passed. She is my baby and i cant wait for her to come to light. My little oyster that seems a dream but on a countdown to make her real

Teach me father

Teach me father to keep quiet if i have nothing good to say

Teach me not to have expectations for then i wont get disappointed

Teach me father that once bitten twice shy

Teach me Lord that you are enough

Teach me to smile wen expected to anger, to laugh wen expected to cry, to arm wen expected to back down, and to love because you have loved me