We fall down but we get up......

''WE fall down but we get up, we fall down but we get up for a saint is just a sinner who fell down. . . and got up''Donnie Mc claukin.I am starting to believe that getting up requires some sort of skill. Hopelessness aside i have never been one to stay down so long or let alone get kicked in the first place. I always seemed to hv things all figured,was able to counter any attack or curve ball that life threw at me. Well not so much any more. Lord God forgive me. Someone once said that positivism is not the absence of difficulties but the acknowledgement that there lies a greater power than the situations we find ourselves in. Forgive me Lord for allowing my faith to be shaken n for magnifying my troubles. Loneliness so strong it feels like a noose around your neck and only getting tighter.Not for being short of company but to be engulfed by an emptiness so definite u can touch it. To crawl up into the foetal position and beg heaven to give you a hug, to have a yearning for the embrace of a power greater than us all, to feel a helplessness that you are literally drained of all strength. When all is said and doe, you are alive, its a brand new day and his mercies r new every morning and for that Lord i will push on and i will praise you. I will love for you have loved me