Uthman's message to Reich

'I'm being strong because I know that's what you would have wanted me to do but its sooo hard. I miss you my love. I miss you so much. I take comfort in that fact that I had someone like you in my life. You totally changed me for the better. You helped me grow and focus in life. You were truly exceptional. Nothing seemed to faze you. ...You had the world at your feet...so ambitious...so many plans. But I know God has a plan for everything. That's what He wanted. You were my wife, my companion, my bully buddy, my joke buddy, my travel mate but above all my best friend...my everything. I feel empty...soo empty. You left a magnitude of friends.. and that's all testament to the kind of person you were. I pray that the almighty forgives all your sins, multiplies your good deeds, receives you with golden gloves...ABL forever. God Gives and God Takes"

Letter to Reich

Dear Reich,
Its been 2 days and the shock seems to be growing instead of wearing off. I keep getting small but painful flashbacks.u were a beautiful woman inside and out and my heart only goes out to Uthman because i cannot begin to imagine his pain . wish i knew more abt him but unfortunately i dont........."never love a man more than he loves you..." thats the one statement i will forever remember you by my tree stamped friend.....

I need closure but i do not know how i will get it this time....

FAREWELL TO THEE....MY "MUHIMA"

Cannot explain the pain i feel right now and the shock i have failed to shake off. cant believe this is it and i kept hoping against hope that we would get to bid you farewell the only way known to us but because of religious differences the pending farewells still linger. You made such a beautiful bride and sad that i got to see the pic after you passed... .my heart is breaking

YO MERCIES ARE NEW EVERY MORNING......thats wats running through my mind right now. Powerful dont u think??????

Bright and Early

As i once said i am an annoyingly morning person.......and today was jus one of those mornings. I recite a string of prayers on my way to work every single day as i wait for the inspirational song that plays on power f.m at abt 7.30 a.m and somehow it always ministers to my soul. I once heard that you can command your spirit especially wen yo low or down n out so that is sth that i am practising....on those mornings that r not one of "those " mornings.....

Nursing an unfunny cold but i am sure i will be ok hopefully sooner than later

Hullllllllllllllllllllllllllo

Feels like i found my way home after a very long search. been thru and still am going thru a long phase of self rediscovery. Deactivated my facebook page and feel some sort of relief...even after my workmate spared no time in telling me how i wont be missed,any who,thats where m at.

Question,garfeildzug, why r u so mysterious, like a book that gives u no clues but yet requires u to follow the chronological format to crack the case??....Do tell

Dazed....numb to the bone

Never would i have considered myself to have the balls i discovered myself to posess. Someone once told me that we get ourselves into situations then question God for the pain we are forced to endure yet all this while we do not engage him in our plans.

Not so long ago i was struck by a numbing hard hitting revelation that shook me to the very core of my being. I do serve a mighty God cos i can bring myself to smile right now and breathe. That sounds abit hyperbolic but believe me its possible to lose breath yet not chlostrophobic. What happens wen someone u thought u knew turns out to be a total stranger.....sounds like a bad high school movie thats still deciding whether it lies in the Thriller or horror genre

Cant bring myself to write jus yet so garfieldzug,dont give up on this page just yet