Loyalty under8ted

Even after 30 years of existance 27 of which were cognitive, everyday on this earth is a lesson. Once upon my naivety, i let my guard down and thought that keeping my circles separate would gimme a cushion. Again the rug was pulled from under my feet. As i always say, pick the lessons and keep it moving. Older and wiser each new day and see things for what they are.....loyalty under8ted

MOOD

Into the Unknown
Blackchords

I see this life through the eyes of others
And on, on this night
I will bide my time

And move with these eyes, live a life
Untouched by time
I'll be waiting in the wings
I'll be here when you arrive

On your final days, they will come
Like a child you'll walk into the unknown
On your final days, when they come
Like a child you'll walk into the unknown

When you cross the line
Live a life untouched by time
On this rock its only just a glitch
And this state is only just a blink

I see this life through the eyes of others

Broken clock

Time is standing still and i have failed to wind the clock. Time is supposed to heal but instead stabs me harder. Every new day seems like the continuation of the previous and not the blank canvas i wish it to be. How does pain stay static. If it gets worse to get better i wish the worst cos then the healing would fasten but no.

Months have gone by but tell that to my heart. I never live a life of regret but this i cant help but do. To wear one's heart on their sleeve is weakness but then again atleast it shows that i have one. Today i take a step to get closure, to let the ashes spread over the water and accept the cards laid before me.

My heart is yours to keep.

2015.....A year after my very own heart

Cant help but smile.......been awhile since my last post....Missed my safe haven.
The year that was....i cant put into words. All i can say is 2016 has very big shoes to fill. Every other month had more in store for me. From random road trips to interesting new people Its always said that you should surround yourself with positive energy and i am living testimony. Never laughed so hard, lived in the moment, thrown caution to the wind and opened myself up to love...though lost.
Farewell thee 2015